Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Im facing the bad time of life.?

I am in love with a girl for the past three years, we met online and fallen in love. Last april we met personally at Honkong, Those where the best time of life. I left my home to stared working in different country so that it will be easy for me to live with her. Now things all changed, First of all my job here Sucks, loads of job pressure. and when i reach home i use to spend time online with my gf, she is still in kuwait, but she promised me that she will move here next year. We often fight at nights almost al day. She never understand me. Silly things she makes big issues. Now i cant find peace of my mind any where. Even if i tells her that im getting hurt alot with it also she never stops fighting with me. I am soo fedup, But i love her soo soo much and i she could never understand it. She imagine things by herself and belive that ive done the same. And it will take a day to make her belive that i am not.. The pain im undergoing now is soo much. I came here just for her and now im suffering here. What i will do ?????????????? someone please tell me.? i dont have anyone to share. There are times i let my tears out. I cant take it all together. Once silly incident i wanna say is, once i was talking to my room mate, and i open my webcam and she gonna come online. she say im laughing. actually i was laughing at my Roommate , but she imagine herself that im laughing at her, i am making fun her to my roommate and we fight all night for same reason, i try to convince her in all possible ways. Please someone help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. what i will dooooo?????????????????? , My life is really sucks nowwwwwwwwww

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